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Sort of back, I think

I’m crossing my fingers, hoping that I’ll be much much more active from now on (I feel like I tell myself this every month or something). I know my most recent post isn’t much, but it’s a start.

I’m going to take a stand and fight back against my apparent procrastination. I’m sick of not finishing anything. Including drawings, they’re all just sketches. Grr.

Well. Anyway. I’m going to be working all this week, and I’m working shifts where I’ll be home around the evening AND night (the time I’m usually active), which I’m hardly thrilled with, but I’m not going to let it stop me! I’ve got to try a be a little more positive… or, at least, when I’m feeling all upset or disgruntled, I’ll try to actually focus on writing something.

SO. I still haven’t forgotten about the second part of a story I wrote for a friend, including IzaRoppi… something I REALLY should have finished last year, but failed to because I’m a prick like that. But, I haven’t watched or read any anime or manga for a while, so I’m sure a lot of my work is going to include Izaya.

But since I’ve been playing games, you’re going to see a lot from the Ace Attorney series. Especially since I finished Justice for All and Trials and Tribulations… but still on Apollo Justice, which I’ll be done with soon… unfortunately. Of course some stuff from Persona 4 and Professor Layton wait a minute I haven’t written anything for his games yet oops

Also, this is also a little suggestion for my followers:

If you have any ideas or requests, feel free to ask! I might go for it, because as you know I’m trying to find inspiration. And not to sound like a conceited narcissist, but any feedback and whatnot actually does help. I’LL SHUT UP NOW. I don’t even deserve you guys- why are you acknowledging me by reading this?

Ok bye, I’ll be back within this week or the upcoming one. Hopefully with goodies to share with everyone.

I Can’t Forget

Word Count: 693

Challenge: 100 themes| Theme 70: A Moment in Time

Author’s Notes: I was torn between either picking two themes which I thought would fit this one. And the other was Love. I decided to go with A Moment in Time because it portrays a particular moment the speaker is referring to. And how important it is to them. And even though love is mentioned in this, I wanted to address the many forms of it, and how one may perceive it. This can be romantically sweet or more on the platonic-friendly side, it just depends how you read it. For me, I do see bits of myself in this piece, because it does mean something to me. I did feel a bit of a friendship going on through my own experiences (even though this scene in particular didn’t happen to me). As to how you take that last sentence is up to you. Grief can take more than one form. Overall, it is a tone of loss I intended to indicate… but what kind of loss does it mean to you?  It doesn’t have to be a death, but a sudden separation, or perhaps a personal choice of the speaker. Okay, I’m blabbering away over something that really isn’t that good. I haven’t written anything in forever, and I come out with this. Please, excuse me, I’ll be over here trying to scheme up my next works.

First-person POV.

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New Year’s Resolution?

People asked me if I have one. I said some stupid crap about being less clumsy, but we all know I was born with that, and my legs and arms and everything else hates to compromise with me.

SO.

I have a few things in mind, but I think it’d be best to zero in on one thing at a time.

1. Start being more artistic and actually draw and write again. Because let’s face it, I hardly have anything new on my followers’ dashboards. I must change that.
2. Get more fit and exercise more.
3. Kick butt at managing because lately I’ve been having low self-esteem about my promotion.
   
   
   

Oblivious | Persona 4

Game: Persona 4
Character(s): Teddie/Human-form, Yosuke Hanamura
Format: Second-person/Reader-insert
Rating: T. For suggestiveness, but mostly ‘cause dudes are trying to score.
Summary:  You were having a ‘tender’ moment with Teddie, but once you find out a few things, everything goes south from there. Especially when you learn that Yosuke is the one behind it.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters in the fanfiction I write (unless stated otherwise), nor did I have anything to do with the Persona series.  I only thought up this particular idea along with how to word this fanfic. My purposes in writing is to have fun and express myself! This is completely non-profit. :)

Author’s Notes: Yeah, the name sucks, I’ll change it later when I think of something better. I don’t even know what to say about this one. This doesn’t have a plot just like the rest of my crap. I’m always throwing out these one-shots that make no sense. Btw, I don’t know how I felt about Teddie being so clueless. I probably overdid it, but I was laughing about the ending with Yosuke that I decided to just post it already. I hope you guys enjoy that, at least. This is such a stupid update, please forgive me. BAH. Yeah, I’m worse at the puns than Teddie is. Some of them are actually well-thought out, while mine are just … ew, I’ma puke now.

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Computer Girl | One-shot

HAVEN’T POSTED IN FOREVRE AND I POST THIS CRAP. MY Life = orz|||

Original: One-shot
Character(s): The boy, his love interest, and the girl in the computer. (Names left blank, I’m so original I know)
Format: First-Person.
Rating: PG (for the angst). Idek.
Summary: “If I could, I’d reach out and touch you. It’s not a matter of distance. It’s not because you’re from another world. Put simply, I don’t even have a body. To you, I’m just text on the screen. Just another useless program.”

Author’s Notes: This idea has been floating about for a while. Originally, it was meant to be a lot cuter and whatnot. Turns out, I made it pretty depressing or serious and whatever. I’m seriously reconsidering how I wrote it. Kind of sappy or whatever.

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Just a lazy prick

I want to write more, but I keep making excuses. That, and my low self-esteem and zero confidence makes me feel uncreative.

/mope

orz|||

I just finished the game I was obsessed with for the last few weeks. That, and I’ve been sick and training for my new position i told you i’m making excuses

Agh. I’ll try to come back with new stories/one-shots, but I need to pick myself back up.

LAZINESS, WON’T YOU JUST LET ME GO ALREADY.

Allow me to introduce myself

Word Count: 863

Challenge: 100 themes| Theme 1: Introduction

Author’s Notes: More word vomit. Considering that I haven’t posted anything last week, I don’t think this is adequate enough of an update. It just suddenly came to me tonight. I decided to leave the person’s identity as unknown as possible. The funny thing is, I DID have a certain someone in mind. Take it anyway you like. I think I did a pretty good job leaving them as neutral and blank as possible. People can be perceived so many ways if this information is made known, but how do you think of a person if you know none of these things?
I seemed to have missed a section regarding a person’s race, heritage, etc. But that’s okay, I think I’ve addressed some important things in this. BAH, who am I kidding. This is word vomit. I almost forgot.

First-person POV.

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All over the place.

Seriously, I feel like this is going to be a very mixed month for me. In terms of creativity— writing, or whatever. Not that it’s a bad thing, right?

I have a lot of ideas which regard sexual situations.
But I also have a lot of joke/comedic-sort of ficlets planned.
Along with my new short story Enthralled which i’m sure will be full of angst
Then, I have these morbid ideas which I won’t spoil for anyone now, but it’s probably nothing original. I’ve just been thinking about it for a while now.
I also forgot all the fluffy ideas, too.

I HOPE I’M PRODUCTIVE THIS MONTH. I REALLY DO.

Edit:

I really should be in bed now. It’s nearly 3. orz|||

My Cat’s a Human? | Plastic Bag

Story Notes: A hypothetical scenario, in which my cat turned into a human, for whatever lame reason, I can’t seem to conjure up to explain. I’m already drawing up my own themes which seem to fit my cat’s personality now. I’m just amused by my pets, and I often find myself wondering what it’d be like, if it were possible. Once again, this isn’t meant to be taken seriously… I mean, this is so stupid, I don’t even know why I’m dragging this on so long.

Character(s): I’ve decided to leave it up to you. If you have a cat and whatnot, go ahead and insert their name there. So (H/N) stands for his name, which I’m sure you’ve guessed.
Theme: 1) Plastic Bag
Format: First-Person. Owner’s POV.
Rating: PG. The implication of a plastic bag fetish is pretty iffy. Jk.
Summary: “As a cat, he would always lick every plastic bag in sight. I was hoping now that he’s got a human body, perhaps he wouldn’t do that anymore. Especially if it was in public.”

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They Suit You | Ace Attorney | One-shot

Game: Ace Attorney: Phoenix Wright
Character(s): Phoenix Wright, Maya Fey, Pearl Fey
Format: First-Person. In Nick’s POV.
Rating: G
Summary: “Maya got me a present. The ironic thing is, she used my money for it!”

DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters in the fanfiction I write (unless stated otherwise), nor did I have anything to do with the Ace Attorney series.  I only thought up this particular idea along with how to word this fanfic. My purposes in writing is to have fun and express myself! This is completely non-profit. :)

Author’s Notes: I had this idea for a while now, but I was imagining there was going to be a more direct implication of Nick/Maya. At least, as I originally imagined it. But it turned out like this, lol. I’ve included Pearl in this one! Considering that I’m on the second game now, just on the last case. I tried to stay IC, just in a comical way, but I probably failed.

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